hmm..

iam in very much in pain, that my body starts to numb.. this familiar pain, come again to visit my empty soul..i do not know what to do, all i can do is letting this pain to do whatever it likes..i just have to endure.. there's nothing much i can do really..becoz i've been through this already.. and iam getting sick of it, that i just don't care what will happen to me in the next few days..sometimes i wanted to cry, but i've no more tears left..sometimes i wanted to run, but i've no place to hide..sometimes i wanted to be angry, but then, i realize, that i've no control of this heart..in the end, all i can do is, go on with my life.. moving forward is the best solution to this problem of mine..and of coz with the help of His guidance..